A female inferiority probably will think that it’s me who become the victim of these two B relationship. When people think that the one who take the advantage of an intercourse is the guy, then the issue of female low self esteem arise. When I do the S-M relationship with B1, female inferiority thought will say that it’s me who is being used by B1 to get him to the benefit of his sexual fulfillment. When I go to Bali to meet B2 and have sex with him, again, female inferiority thought will say that I am being used by B2 to satisfy his sexual desire. But I refuse to think in a female inferiority way.I am not happy with my marriage. I want to be happy. My sex life with my husband is the one I hate most before I meet these 2B (magically the real name of these two guys begin with B). After I have the real relationship (with intercourse) with B1 and virtual relationship with B2, my sexlife with my husband is getting better. Why? Because I imagine either B1 or B2 while making love with my husband.
When I meet B1 and have an S-M in bed with him, I am happy. The setting were always in a luxurious 5 stars hotel because he is a wealthy boss. The last time was Sheraton, the next time (if possible) will be Marriot. I love it. The intercourse itself is great, the feeling of a Dom, is great! The food? Excellent! The body? 47 looks 25, slim, slender, tender skin, no hair (obviously he is a sub before I met him, he shaved smooth!). The personality? Pleasant! Cheerful, polite, funny! So why thinking only him who get the benefit of the relationship? I need him too. I love to dominate him, I love his large penis, I love his personality, and his wealthiness. I love him in general.
Now B2. I love him. I can hear about him almost everyday (B1 is not contacting me everyday and all we talk is mostly about sex, not love). Even he is far away (he is in Europe) but I can feel his love. He care about me so much and the best thing of him is his decision to meet me and take the long tiring trip to visit me. We will have sex of course. But it is not only him who will enjoy it because I want him too. I’ve seen his photo and definitely he is a tall slender handsome guy. Good looking of course is not enough for me. Should be a smart, broad minded, broad knowledge, polite, caring guy. I can sense all of it during our chat. Hope it is true. I definitely will tell you after the Bali meeting. As far as I know, he is not into the S-M relationship, but whatever he is, I believe I will be happy to meet him and enjoy the togetherness. I feel good about it, and a healthy mind to get through this great life!
